From Grecourt to....

From Grecourt to....

To the NYC Chalkboard

To the NYC Chalkboard

Thursday, December 6, 2007

what makes it so hard

I always tell people that my job is like being a doctor who has a patient come in and say "it hurts" but not being able to say where. When the doctor goes to listen to a heart beat or breathing, she discovers she has no stethoscope. All the nurses are on their lunch break all of the time, and your reference books are all out dated.
The pace of the day is so fast and the stakes are so high and no matter what program you're in, there can never be enough support. Meanwhile, as a teacher you are required to play so many roles: parent, doctor, educator, intellectual, administrator, etc. You fight more battles than those in the classroom, reaching out to parents, fighting outside influences, etc.
I am not going to take this time to discuss the values of various programs, but I will say that so far there are few alternatives to filling need for teachers. For now, these programs get bodies in the room, bodies with a lot of energy and willingness to learn, but also an awareness that it should be better. That feeling is what has made many of my colleagues leave. They know it should be better and they can do better somewhere where they don't have to fight as hard.

2 comments:

EmilyYen said...

Hi Cristina,
thank you for sharing your thoughts. I really like your teaching analogy, it makes me realize how tough it is for teachers to balance multiple roles. I commend you for your dedication and willingness to attempt to fill all of those roles. Keep up the good work.

JG said...

How do you get over the anger, the sense of righteousness, the sense of wanting to throttle City Hall or our Federal Government by the neck to make them see, to force them to "fix" things? (Which of course, can't be done, but it's tempting to want to place your blame somewhere concrete. . .)

You seem to do a beautiful job of this yourself, mixing humor and such poignancy with your doctor analogy, but what do you recommend to others?

I appreciate your immense work and your sharing of thoughts on this blog. . . thank you.

- Janel Glinski '08